Unsent Messages

Hey!... I know I never had the courage to speak to you properly, I always tripped, I fell, I tsrtsmude... I was very embarrassed, but I was so glad to know that youI wish I could have been your friend, I just wanted to meet you, I wanted to say hello and know how you were, but I don't think I'll ever be able to do it. I love you, I've always done it, ever since I first saw you play the violin, at that moment you made me the most interesting person in the world. I made a lot of mistakes, I'm ashamed to think of all the opportunities I wasted just for "being shy." It's been four years since that. Over time I became your companion, we toured several places together, but in the distance, I always saw you with your friends, with the girl you apparently liked, and I was happy to see your smile. Thank you for motivating me to play volleyball, although not directly, you gave me the courage to try, currently I love it, I even learned a little violin. I get really hurt all your change, ever since you went to start a new phase of your life in college, you changed, I notice you more off, what happened to my lens boy? You don't love me, I know. But I'd like to think we had a nice friendship, someday I wish I could tell you "hey! How are you?" without shame at you thinking I'm weird. Four years have passed, I see you once every six months.... I really hope you're okay. I want you to find someone who loves you very much, I want you to smile again... Really, I'll be happy for you.

I love you, you'll never read this, I love you, I'd like to tell you.