From: ABC
To: jacob
Date: November 8, 2020, 3:29 am
yo loser i miss you, like a lot even though ur a dick, i miss falling asleep on the phone with you and hearing you laugh every-time i say i love you back, i miss those wallpapers you sent to make me feel better and those doggie and panda videos you love so much. lmao none of my guy friends liked you, but i didn’t care i loved you and i thought you were cute and that’s all that mattered but maybe they were right about you? idk. i’m sorry i never hopped on the games with you, you made me nervous bc i liked you, it was easier to hop on with my other guy friends bc like i didn’t like them like legit anytime i forced myself to attempt to play with you i felt like throwing up bc i was so scared, i always felt bad for putting it off i felt like a bad gf bc i couldn’t do something so simple i felt stupid. you always talked about being a better boyfriend and like you were the better but, not at the same time? i’ll never forget that night you showed me ur exes and kinda compared them to me, i cried my eyes out and i said it was okay and i’m glad you realized it was wrong but that always stuck with me. I wish you could maybe just give me an apology about just idk kinda using me idk if that’s what that even was? why do you ghost me anytime things get scary? like ik ur bad at communicating but shit. also that thing with charles, i’m sorry ik i came at you kinda aggressive and i’m sorry i was mad and ik i can’t tell you what to do but honestly if you can’t respect what i ask or at least try to reason with me about a situation that’s very sensitive and is about me, you don’t respect me and idk if i want you back after that. people keep asking me if i would take you back, and i think about having you back to myself all the time but the answer is idk. i don’t know if we should fight and work things out if we got the chance or just not even bother. i miss you loser, yk it feels wrong to call somebody else loser now lmao i tried and it’s just not right. i’ll talk to you one day , goodbye loser for now.- c lmao imagine if you actually saw this
