You made me want to live again. I don't think I had ever loved anything until I met you. I gave up so much of myself chasing you, I'm still not okay but I learned so much from you. I do not think I can ever love anyone as much as I loved you, and that is okay. I just want you to know you are the most internally beautiful person I have ever met. That even though I spiraled out of control when I lost you, the hope of meeting someone half as spectacular keeps me here. I wish you gave me closure still, but what I want more than anything is the best for your happiness even if that does not include me ever again. Just know I love you always ;(