From: ABC
To: Tatum
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:56 am
Deep down I know that you know what all of this is and means. I spent my life chasing you. And I found you, only to have to chase you again. Every time now you thrive without me my chest burns. I never crossed your mind even when we were friends but still four years later my mind is set ablaze with you. I truly think I’ll never love anyone more than I loved you. I wish you could have know how badly I died not being able to tell you how I felt. I wish we could have been it. Even now it breaks my heart to think you’re going to marry someone and that it won’t be me. But even if my destiny is shit without you, I’ll take it. I’m done chasing you, when best of all, you don’t even like girls. Not that you’ll ever see this, but if you do know that I could never hate you. Or that I don’t want you to feel bad. But from here on, the cord is cut. I’m not chasing you anymore. After today, you’ll only exist in the stories you inspired me to write.
