Unsent Messages

If I’m being completely honest, I fucked up in so many ways but you did to, we were both terrible for each other, but I miss you so much, we had so many good times together and I can’t get over you, I still cry to this day, you were my person even if it was hurting me, I wish I could go back in time and fix this, thank you for the best year of my life and I hope you find someone better and don’t manipulate her like you did me, I miss the kisses, the smiles, the laughs, the eye contact that made me have butterflies, I miss everything about you, I love you with my whole heart, I don’t think I can ever let you go, sometimes I wish you would come back but other times it’s just like if you did come back I wouldn’t be happy, I’ll only feel joy when I’m with you, this shit is tearing me up but I have to let go, goodbye