Unsent Messages

i chose this color for u because it reminded me of the last few days of school that we spent together before we went our seperate ways. they were cloudy and cold and grey, and i usually don't remember those days, because as you know from the way i used to complain and complain about them, i hate when it's cloudy. anyways, i remember them because of you. thank you for everything you did for me. i'm sitting here trying to list them but there's so many that i'd be here forever. you were my first friend of freshman year, and you were always there for me, even when i didn't realize i needed someone to begin with. i don't know what i would've done without you. i will never forgive myself for letting us drift apart. i know there's different friends for different seasons, but i'll always wish our season lasted a little longer :,) love you endlessly. i'll never forget you. ever. i hope life gets better for you, because the universe has really given you the short end of the stick. you deserve better and i hope one day you find it. all my love, and because i don't think i ever said it, i'm sorry.