I could've been so much happier if I didn't stay with our friends. Instead, I stayed with them for you because I thought you were my best friend. After everything that happened last year, I realized that it really wasn't worth it. I was miserable and I wish I could talk to you about this, but it's fine. I don't think you'd understand but I just wish one of you guys could've backed me up or at least walk away when she talked shit behind my back. I was so hurt and you didn't even see it.