From: ABC
To: Calvin
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:34 am
I know you’re never gonna see this but...
I love you so fucking much and I’m so scared to lose you. I’m scared I’m never going to be yours and that we will never get to do all the fun things we talked about. I’m scared you will never love me back... I’m scared that we will never get a chance at being in love and being our best selves together.. When I think about you with another girl I get so heartbroken. I want to make you the happiest boy in the world and give you all my love. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I’m so so glad you came into my life. You’re the first thing I think about when I wake up, and the last thing I think about when i go to sleep. You mean so much to me and I will love you forever, no matter what happens. I’m hoping and praying we will get to be in love together and last forever but we don’t know what to future holds... I love you and thank you for being you