Unsent Messages

I was going to text you on New Years eve but you unadded me, I didn't mean to hurt you I didn't mean to make you confused or sad or hurt I was just scared to open up and love you okay. I wish we could at least still have a friendship... I'm not asking for a relationship as much as I wish. I guess you moved on... it hurts because I just want one more FaceTime one more message one more hug. I want to be there for you because you told me about what was a going on with your parents and I wish I told you how I could relate but I just comforted you instead. you haven't told anyone about them so I just wish you knew you could still talk to me about it I really do because I wouldn't judge you I don't judge you okay I listen to the secrets and the storys and the vents so please know I'm here please tell me how its going how home is how your parents cause I know its hard but please tell or talk to someone if its not me. Trust me you worry to much about what other people think... they won't think your weird or not like you if you tell them something about you trust me... I loved you then I loved you when I broke up with you and I still love you know. I just wished you knew how much everyone cares about you. oh and your biggest secret is quite funny like come on I thought it was going to worse haahah. I don't think we will get back together and Im fine with that because we are well and truly just so different from each other... I'm fine with it I just miss you.