Unsent Messages

“hi hi hi” “Hi” “what’s goin on” “Nothing” “relatable, you went to lehman jackson right?” “Yep” i’ll never forget our first conversation. i was so excited that the cutest boy in the school was actually talking to me. i’m so glad we met, because i don’t know where i’d be if we didn’t. i truly believe you were a gift from God, because He knew i needed someone like you. i love you so much, i’d do anything for you. i mean that. you are perfect in my eyes, no matter how much pain you cause me. i’ll never forget the feeling i had the first time you left. it was like you took a piece of me with you. i was in so much pain and when you came back it instantly went away. i think that this purple represents my love for you because it’s a dark and sullen looking version of a happy color (the sadness), but if you stare at it for a while it’s actually quite pretty (the happiness). i hope that my heart is right about you.