Unsent Messages

I miss the tenderness you showed me, I miss the feelings, the experiences, the comfort, I keep replaying it in the back of my mind sometimes when I think about you. I also think about how we stand today, I don’t know where we stand to be quite honest with you. I want us to work out but I think you don’t. I think what had happened was you got bored of me. Like everyone else, you wanna experience other things and see other people and that’s okay truly. I just wished in another universe we are together and happy because you’ve made my heart feel things it’s never felt, i often think of the little things you’ve done for me that said “i love you” but without saying directly “i love you” like the time when you abruptly told me to stop rubbing my eyes and when i asked you said “because it’s bad for your eyes you can damage them” I thought it was silly. Or when you’d always run your fingers thru my hair because it’s the only thing that made me fall asleep. Or when you’d rub my tummy because of cramps, you took care of me and no ones ever taken care of me. I won’t forget you and I hope you don’t forget me. Love, L.S.