it’s been awhile since we talked. we ended off on not the best terms and that was my fault. i wish i could take it back, every bad thing i said every bad action i preformed. when i first met you nothing came to mind. i was in such a state of shock that i couldn’t believe i had just saw and was in front of the most beautiful girl i’ve ever seen in my life. i wanted to know you, i wanted to know you inside and out. i wanted to know your dreams, your fears, who you hate the most, who you love the most. and after a while, i did know. but it didn’t last, i messed up so much to the point where you don’t talk to me anymore. i’ve always wanted to reach out to you, and sometimes i do by subtle actions, but i don’t think i’ll ever get the time where our feelings were mutual back. i’m sorry
