too long. i’m sorry i broke your heart and that i never communicated enough. i was an asshole, but i changed, even if i was stand-offish, you always knew i was. you were just mean. you used stuff from my past against me. i don’t hate you anymore, i mostly hate myself for losing you. i hope that you realize i really loved you. i’m sorry we split in that way, i was under too much stress. i can’t believe i ever lost you, i wish i would’ve asked for a break instead of stopping everything all together, i really am sorry. but i hope you changed, i know i have.