I still think about you a lot. I think about how poorly I reacted and I wish I wasn't so scared to talk to you. I would apologize to you. I know that you'll never read this but I want you to know that when we dated I did like you a lot. I just never knew how to show it. I was never great at that kind of thing. And I'm sorry. You wore a yellow shirt the day we broke up, I'm saying that so that if there is any chance you do read this you know that it is from me.