I wish you would be able to open up to someone one day because clearly it's not me and I can't handle the pain and the feeling you always give me, you weren't there when I needed you the most and leave me on read. While I always say it's okay and take your time I'm always here but it's not true, because you don't do the same for me and I just can't anymore. I thought you would care, thought you will be the reason to live on, but I just can't anymore. I'm so sorry. Take care of yourself.