I’m starting to realize that night was the worst mistake and I’ll probably never see or hear from you now. I’ve had such a difficult past week. I’ve been trying to keep it together by visiting my family, but I’m still a mess because it’s just me, no you.... babe you deserve to be happy and it hurts to think you ever cried, I’m sorry. It hurts even more that I don't know the exact reason. I can’t do this anymore either. THIS is not proper communication when you love someone. I wish I could take your hand look you in your beautiful eyes and tell you everything I feel for you. I wish I could show you instead of tell you.. I’ll always love you.