hey, I know we’re not close anymore, but I still love you so much. It sucks, and I want my best friend back. I tried to distance myself from you because I knew I couldn’t deny my feelings anymore. And I thought I’d gotten over you. But I guess I didn’t, because when I finally started having normal conversations with you again because I realized how much I needed you in my life, it all came flooding back to me. The cold nights we’d sit outside talking about everything and anything, the late night texts about tv shows, me hopelessly pining over you. And I realized that I couldn’t do it anymore, I want you back in my life, but I’m nervous, nervous about what you’d say, what other people would say, how I’d feel. But in the end, I just want to say I love you and I just want my best friend back. I miss you so much.