your are a motherfucker and i hate you so much an do wanna push you in the road infront of a bus but at the same time i really don’t care because i still care way too much for you and i wish i didn’t but i can’t help it , i don’t know how to stop and i’m scared i won’t so please don’t be stupid and make me do shit to make sure you’re okay for you to do the same thing you did before, because i lost you to the people i hated the most.