i know its been more than 6 month since we broke up and i know we both moved on with our lives, but sometimes i ask myself what would have happened if we tried to make it work at least as friends. You were the only one i was able to open up with and now that you're gone i don't know how to talk about what's going on inside my head and i always end up isolating myself. I wish i could explain to you why i always jump from a person to another and I wish you didn't think im a f boy because i am just trying to find someone that nearly feels like u. I am so sorry. I hope they make you happy. Yours forever, a.