for the first time in a long time I was trying, I gave you everything of me, the good, the bad and for you I don't mean anything, I told you my insecurities and you kissed with someone else while you were next to me, you made me feel insufficient, fuck, I cried so much for you and now I can finally say I'm fine but you took a part of me and I don't think I'll ever get it back, the worst thing of all is that I can't hate you, fuck I can't