i don't know what to feel anymore. Im not going to live unhappy. we hung out and I didn't feel it. I needed you as a friend, your selfish. you have lots in your life. the only thing you were missing was a girlfriend but you fucking rushed that and it makes me sick to think that I BROKE UR HEART. you never want to see me, but yet you are still finding a way somehow? Liam hates me now because of you, you know how much he men't to me. he was there in the summer to talk when you didn't want to. don't say you EVER tried to understand what I was going through. whenever I would try to reach out to you, you never listened. Liam and Will did tho. I miss them so much, you don't see how much it hurts to not speak to them anymore. you can still talk shit about me to my best friend tho and thats ok? cool. you never take anyone else into account. you over think everything. I AM NOT TALKING TO OTHER GUYS BECAUSE ALL MY FRIENDS LEFT ME. I used to feel bad for you, you are not strong. saying I put you into a deep depression that you are still in? I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH THIS FOR SO SO LONG. I almost broke down crying when you said that to keira. I stayed home from school. I feel alone in this town. the reason why I unfriended you was not because I didn't want talk, I just need space but you blocked me out. you don't make me feel green anymore my heart is fucking black.