I love u. You’re my everything and you’re giving me the confidence and support I need yet I am falling apart. I hate to be a burden but I am struggling. I don’t want u to know as you’d worry and be concerned and now when I’m with you it feels like we’re on clouds. I never loved someone as much as I do love you. I love that you always take care of me. I love that you listen to me. I love that you make me feel comfortable with you. I love you. I love the way you try to make me the happiest possible. I’m so fucking scared to fuck everything up. I know I’m problematic but I hope you love me for who I am and help me through all the bad times because now I don’t even know if I want to live past 25