Unsent Messages

I really wish you was real... I relate to you more than I have with any character i've seen before. I love games, I get nervous around people, I hate being in big crowds, I don't like being the odd one out, my friends really don't like me that much and I have that special person to me like you have kuroo. I used to play games all day 9 - 11 pm and not care about my life at all, unfortunately I have lost interests with my hobbies like playing games or drawing. I've shut most people out and I keep to myself all the time now. I don't talk to my friends that much (only small talk) and if I didn't have that special someone in my life then I don't think id be here anymore. I hate school more than anything and I'm supposed to be doing online work right now but I can't because I'm wasting my time writing to a 2D character that doesn't even know I exist. but if you was real id give the world to you because I know how hard it can be. every time I see you I get really happy inside and it makes me want to smile a lot