this is the second time i have written this letter for u, idk why im still feeling this way about u, u moved on and i know u don't have any thoughts of being close with me, i think i'm just saying this cause i really hate myself, ok nvm ... i really miss u, i know we were really nothing but i thought we were going to have a second chance but i guess i blew it, i think this letter will be monthly, till i officially get over u and i may be having someone new or not, but either way, i know u won't see this but i hope there's gonna be a chance where we go back as before, mutual and fun xoxox nai