From: ABC
To: Lewis
Date: November 7, 2020, 1:49 pm
It’s been a few months now. I’m angry. I’m hurt. I’m numb. I fell in love with you. Something I didn’t know I was capable of doing. I had liked you for a year or two before that day in September. Over a year ago now, which is crazy huh?. I love you. I hate you. I don’t know how I feel. I’m angry. Beyond angry to the point I’m scared of myself. You done this to me. I’ll never forgive you for that. I’ll never forgive you for what you forced me to do. I’ll never forgive you for lying. For using me. For leading me on so well. For making me think you cared for me at all. For driving me to literal insanity.
As for you and her? I’m happy for you. I’m happy for her. But you’re lucky I’ve not told her what you’ve done. Yes it might be cause I have no proof. But if I did tell her, at least she would have had the warning. I really hope you don’t fuck her over like you done to me. She doesn’t deserve that at all.
Don’t come back. As much as I want you to come back and apologies. Don’t. Cause I don’t know if I’ll let you mess me up again or leave it. And I don’t want to be messed around again.
I hope you have a good life. Find happiness. Find the career you want.
Love and hate,
Kat