i dont know why im writing this, i guess to get this huge weight off my chest? knowing you’ll never see this or read it and even if you did- you wouldnt know its me. but uh yeah? its been like 3 years now since i developed feelings... i try to tell myself everyday i dont love you anymore but i do. i cant get away from that fact i know. i know. and it hurts because i know to you, ill only be a friend or hell as you say it a “sister”. i can live with it for now. but i love you. i just needed to get it out. i love you i love you i love you.
