I know we dont talk anymore, and you will never see this, but ive loved you since i met you Nick. You came into my life when i needed you most, you will never know this, but you saved my life Nick. I feel so lucky that someone like you would even talk to someone like me, and it was a privilige to know you Nick, and i cant tell you in person because your thousands of miles away now, ant you wont see this, but I love you nick, more then you will ever know. no matter how long its been since we spoke, you were my first love and that means something to me. I love you Nick, even if my love for you was completly one sided, and I wish you nothing but the best in life. I hope your band finds success,and I hope you meet someone, you deserve to meet someone Nick.