thank you for saving my life, although you may never see this- i need you to know, theres so many times ive wanted to give up, feeling like i mean nothing to anyone and no one would care if i left. but you always was the one who came at my darkest times, showing me what love really means and i am deserving to be on this earth. thinking about you not being in my life terrifies me, its true i hate distance- and you not being close. i try to be like you every day though i know that is unreachable, you are my role model, soulmate and rock, please never leave me