Unsent Messages

I don’t believe you really meant all the things you said Monday. when you said you don’t see a future with me at all. that this is forever and there is no way you’ll ever come back. I really hope you didn’t truly mean it. Because I still see you in my future. I have this strange gut feeling i’m still gonna get to see you in another white dress.

I think you just said it because you knew you had to cut the tie all the way to actually get me to leave. Because I told you I’m only ever leaving if it’s truly what you want. and I don’t think it’s what you want but you barely have enough energy to love yourself, and you put other people ahead of yourself so until you learn to take care of yourself, you won’t be able to love someone else in a healthy way.

I don’t want you to give up on your dreams and hopes and aspirations. I fell in love with the Emma who didn’t want to take her husband’s last name. I mean I still think Emma S sounds good but you can keep the C if you want. I want to encourage you and support you as you aspire to live your dreams.

I know officially we broke up but my way of thinking about us is more like we’re just on an actual break. a real break.

and I still don’t want anyone but you. that hasn’t changed.