I was really struggling when I met you, you knew that. but what you didn't know is, is how much your presence in my life saved me. we havn't talked in a long time, but i hope you know that i think about you every single day since out last conversation a couple months ago. the times I miss waking with you to band class, and whispering backstage at theater rehursal, i miss every minute of the times we spent together. And while you will never know, I wish so terribly that you could know that despite how confused I was back then, i knew, and have always known, that I love you, Avery.