Look I love you I never stopped loving you. I love you okay and it is a really bad thing but I can't stop loving you every little thing I do reminds me of you. You're in my mind 24/7 and I need it to stop like big time. I have Matthew and I'm happy with him, but when he starts talking about the future all I can think about is you and not him. I shouldn't but every now wand then you cross my mind. I need to stop its been a year and few months and you probably forgot all about me, but I haven't and that's the problem. I just don't know what to do anymore. I need you but I know I won't text you so that doesn't really matter. I love you more than I will ever love anyone else.