everyone says heartbreak takes time to heal. but you were never even mine. we were never a thing. i created something out of nothing. i wish i was just over you already. i still think of the letter you wrote me and the flower you put behind my ear. I'm exhausted of hoping we could be something. I'm so tired of thinking every time my phone lights up it could be you texting to literally just say hi. i have to let go of the idea that we were meant to be. we arent meant to be anything. i love the idea of you. i wonder if you actually liked me or just fucked with me for fun. maybe i should've told you how i felt but you clearly moved on... i think? i need to stop being delusional.