Simon,
You showed me for the first time what it was like to be treated well. I am scared I will never find a connection with someone like the one we did ever again. All I want to do is hold your hand again. I genuinely wish you the best I cant stop thinking about you. No matter how many people I go on dates with or hook up with my heart and mind always goes back to you. You were one of a kind. I hope one day I get the courage to reach out to you again. I miss you so much.