Unsent Messages

I thought we actually had a bond nobody could ruin. But you made one girl ruin it just because you've known her for 4 years. 6 months of trying my best to keep you in my life, to make you happy, but I was just one of those people you used to get over her. You promised me there weren't anyone else. That I was the only girl. Why didn't you tell me the reason why you left. You left me in pieces wondering where I went wrong. Months of trying to figure things out, wishing we could still be together, wishing for a second chance. You left me figuring out myself that you were just using me to forget about your ex. Wasn't 6 months not enough rather than 4 years. I made you feel what she made you feel for just 6 months but you still wanted her. 4 years doesn't mean anything when she left you. I was there for you when she wasn't. I kept you company. I checked up on you when my world was falling apart and you didn't even bother asking about mine. But now you're gone. I was afraid this time would come. I'm still hoping and wishing you were still here with me as you promised. You felt it too, I know you did, but you still picked her and I'm still in confusion. Please come back I need you by my side. I'll forever love you bum as I promised, I won't leave.