Unsent Messages

I'm sorry for being immature but I deserved better. I understand I made mistakes too but I can't forget yours. You put me through so much stress and I couldn't sleep because I was with you. Now I can't sleep because I'm not with you and I'm sorry for being so indecisive and I'm sorry I ended things. I think about you everyday and wonder if I made the right decision. I think it was just the wrong time. But then again, you had so long to get it right and you never did. You used to be so devoting and then you turned into this monster and I cried when you would touch me. You changed and I miss the old you. I miss all the memories and the pictures. It's frustrating because the only memories I have of you are the happy pictures we took and it makes me question everything. I know there were so many bad memories that ended up outweighing the good but I can't but miss you and regret nearly everything I said to you. I can't tell you how sorry I am. I still love you but I don't want you.