i dont know if you read these but ill give it a try once and once only. i imagine myself dancing in the rain w you sometimes. yeah ik that sounds cheesy but i feel like it would be so fun. i genuinely want to know if you have ever even seen me as more than a friend. but i dont know why im thinking that theres a chance of us being like we were before when i know thats never going to happen. i love every little part ab you. yk? like your eyes, your smile, your personality, the fact that i can be myself around you, the list goes on. but then again i keep telling myself that you probably forgot ab me and are focused on your school,social life,whatever. i miss 2018.