There was a day a few months before you left when you told me that sex together just felt right and that we were best friends and my brain never stopped hearing you call us soulmates and then bounce. I couldn’t convince you. I need to let us go. It’s been four years and nothing will ever be the same again we’ll never even live in the same place again. I don’t know why I still love you but its well past time I stop talking about it, even to no one where no one will find it.