From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 4, 2020, 4:27 am
i will not sit here and bash you because i do still love,you were my first love and still will forever have my heart but you were not perfect you lied to me,cheated on me,gave me really bad anxiety whenever someone calls because i don't know if there cussing me out or simply just calling me,you caused me so much much trauma out of the whole relationship you made me feel wanted then slowly made me feel useless and yes you might've matured now the little boy you use to be really messed me up i use to tell you everything about me then you turned around and used it against me. Before i met you i was not the best in life but you messed me up now i have commitment issues and trust issues with myself and other people,every time you call and get excited thinking its you telling me you want to be with me but it's never that and i know it will never be that but you know a girl can dream right :(
