i hate how jealous i am. im a terrible friend. i hate my mind. i hate how i think. i over think. its bad. i love you. i miss you. i wish i was with you. youre the best person anyone can ask for. the first time i held your hand, i thought it was the best thing ever. remember when we went to go get pasta and we went home living like there was no tomorrow. i miss those days. i miss you.