So I was right? This was a repeat of last year, I mean that girl was a very short rebound but a random pause in my deep love for you...I feel like shit. That girl fell too hard, it was almost like my feelings were for you-except I repressed that shit for months. I can't break her, I feel awful. maybe I am over you and I'm just trying to justify not liking her, but if I was why would it be killing me that we haven't seen each other in so long? I really thought i was done, but my heart again calls out to you but please lets both continue ignoring it. Where'd my bestie go?