Do you remember when you told me that you wanted to leave me because you didn’t want to hurt me anymore? I think of that everyday. We don’t text anymore like we used to do and you somehow hurt me a little bit but I still care about you, I still think about you when I wake up and when I go to sleep, and I would do anything for you, and the only thought of you finding someone else kills me.
You said that waiting is painful, it is but I would do it anyway for you and I don’t know why. All I want is talking with you, but at the same time I’m so terrified because I just don’t understand if you still want me or you would just leave me for someone else as soon as you have a change.