Unsent Messages

you have to stop trying to fit in and look like everyone else it is ok to be different it is ok to not look like other people. You are trying and people might doubt you and try to get you to your lowest point of your levels but, just know your worthy even if you don't feel worthy, I don't need to keep doubting myself to try and beat other peoples confidence standard lines. Yes, your parents are divorced, Yes online school is hard but have you ever though of it like this? What would you get out of killing yourself? nothing you will make everybody sad as usual. im really trying my hardest with this life thing and im sorry if i am not "good" enough or don't have the perfect body for the public to judge but, it really hurts , I just wish that someone would really sit down and ask me what's wrong and bring me for a walk with snowballs or ice cream like my uncle said before he died... I miss them sometimes but it's ok. One day or maybe today , I would finally not be a mistake to this world.