i wish you knew how much i wish i could help you through everything. I don't know if you meant everything you said that night, or even remember saying it. I wish you could see me in the way i want you to. You said i was the best thing that happened to you but you don't show it. You make me believe in right person wrong time- even though i never believed in that saying in the past. It's an addiction at this point, we have become so close there's no letting go, and each of us knows each others secrets - we can't just end? you said you loved me, but i think it was very platonic. why can't i be yours.