Hey, it's been a couple months since we've talked. I miss you everyday and I hate myself for it because there's always that voice in the back of my head that says you never loved me and it hurts but the thought of seeing you even on a screen hurts. Pretty sure I'm supposed to come to your house on new years to see your sister but idk if I'll be able to do that because I know you'll more than likely have someone there and that hurts but it's not like you care.. :/