I don’t think anyone will get how much you mean to me in order to not reach out
That would be the most selfish & mean thing I could ever do to u two & I already betrayed myself a little with that
I would hate myself for it
But whatever is about to come my heart will always keep a place for u & that‘s said without any bitterness
Yes, I’ll think of u, but that is nothing new to me so it‘s fine