Unsent Messages

idk if you go on this site or if you even know it exists. idk if you'd know this one is for you (along with a few more in the past). even if you did, idk if you'd care. i kept trying to get your attention the past few years just so you'd notice me and maybe like me back, but either you were completely oblivious or you just didn't give a fuck. either way, i'm a fool for being hung up on a guy i didn't even date. i started liking you and got attached when you gave me attention, but now i know it was just because you wanted to fuck me again. you made it clear that you don't want me anymore, and that was the closure i needed. i can't even blame you for anything, it's my fault for leading myself on and hoping that if i tried hard enough, you'd finally like me back. tbh now i'm hoping you never see this because i feel like you'd definitely know it's me by this point. i was so stupid for you, but now i can finally let go of this crush that went on for too long.