it’s 5am and i’m crying. i miss how you used to care. i wish i didn’t take it for granted. i’m sorry that i never showed you how much i truly cared about you. truth is, it scared me because i cared too much. i still care. the love i have for you scares me. i don’t know how to show you that love. i’m sorry if i made you feel like i didn’t love you. i did. i do. i wish i could restart and do things differently to show you that i do care. i care so much. i’m sorry for not showing it sooner. but now you don’t care about me anymore. i guess it’s my fault for pushing you away so i’m sorry. i re read our old texts everyday. i miss you. so much. i’m so so sorry. i miss your voice. i wish you would just call. i look for you in everyone else. i can’t move on. they aren’t you. please text me or call me. please show me you care again.. if you even see this at all.