i am so fucking sorry. we left on such bad terms and we both fucked the relationship and friendship multiple times. i still love you, you were the first boy i said "i love you" to. and yet you hate me, when i see you i just want to hug you and make everything go back to how it was the first time we dated. i dont know what went through my thick skull when i said i hated you becasue inside i knew i didn't and i never have. you might think im saying the stupidest shit right now but im speaking my truth that i never said during our time together. i hate how so many people tell me you hate me on the daily basis. i wish the words 'im so sorry' could take back everything.