you asked me one day after school why i laid in the snow in the middle of the field. i would of expected myself to of done it for your attention but i did it because you were around and when you were around i felt like nothing in the world could ever hurt me, i could let myself go to another universe in front of who ever, whenever and not worry about looking insane. i could finally breath and not care and completely let myself go. that had never happened before, completly letting myself go i mean, and it sadly hasn't happened since.