I dont hate you. I hate that you left on such an awful note. I saw you drive away the day you left. If I had gotten there a few moments earlier, I would have got to say goodbye. I looked up to you as a mother figure after my mom left, and I know that wasn't fair to you. You didn't ask for that. I know how excited you must have been and I see how happy you are to finally live and work with your husband. To finally have a home for your children to grow up in. Im happy for you. I have been angry and sad for me. Having another mother figure walk out and dump me like trash yet again hurt so bad. I still feel as though I never mattered to you as much as you did to me. As much as you still do. Thank you for all that you taught me.